Everything Happens for a REASON

Although the intention was not to be, but my heart will I try to understand the frustration that all this happened to myself over and gone forever. Despite the pain still remain, but I will try to continue to move forward so that every moment I can feel a little happiness.
   Its difficult understand  after what happened in me throughout 2007 and in 2010. . I will conclude and throw all my keepsake that lapse of memory. Indeed, what happened there own wisdom to develop a poor self.

  My past was very pierced my heart everyday,  run out to think with it, I can not afford to fight and I can not afford to run. Honestly, I'm sick and tired of all this, tired of all the problems, I would cry, too exhausted to think of every  thngs that has happened and I'm tired of moaning.

 In that time forthcoming, I will endeavor to change the fate of self. I will not look back. I want to move into the bridge filled with happiness, and I was able to smile sincerely .. but try not to continuously burdened with problems .. I will not allow STRANGE things happen again in my life, I will try with all my might obstacles in order to escape the inconvenience.

I have a long story and I still travel thousands of miles away. Maybe on my way, I found something that can make me smile long, flowery, but I understand the feelings of all the stop for a little while because I have to continue on my way back. It is melancholy feeling as should be dismissed first. Many other matters pending and should be implemented immediately. I will never disappoint my dad, my mom, my sisters, my brother and i love my little brother. You all may not understand what is implied in my heart this. Only Allah alone who understand because they are the ones to be the strength for me to continue my journey is still long ..

   Alhamdulillah,  because I was given the chance to breathe in order to enjoy life on earth ALLAH. It's beautiful this life and life will be more beautiful when we can taste the sweetness of faith MAHA PENCIPTA .. I know ALLAH is planning something great for me because every problem will end with happiness .. That promise S.W.T. ALLAH. ^ _ ^