The Third Semester

SEM 2 : aku KEKANDAS!!

Second semester, I was confirmed in TUTSSsss FAILED .. but I was continue to keep moved into UiTM Seri Iskandar. Saturday (sem 2) I was register in College Management in Pasir Salak with Radin Amirul Hakim  and my emotions was still in stable condition .. The next day, I, eyla and Radin went for duplicated  our room key, and we went to Bota (Fizie’s house) to take Radin's personal things.. two days, I was in stable condition.. :D :D

Monday ........!!! ID class was started (Part 2) .. * _ * .. all my friends have started the class and I was wandering in UiTM .. I do no what i should to do. .. Tears? no need to say more .. I walked to the  HEA ..  *in my mind only want to fill out the form to quit* ...  then i walked  through the front of   DR Ki’s room, it can be said that 3 times .. until Dr. Hasandi ask me .. ''Are you looking for one''~ Toink2 .. (shame, swollen eyes) .. I talk to him all my problems .. my  emotion was a little stable .. After that, i call Radin at 1:10 pm, then he want to meet me  at DM Pasir Salak.. He gave me advised berkepuk2 and  He also gave WARNING again .. haishh!! * _ * .. .. That night, I cried out again :'((.. that time I went to Sheeda’s room, Yanie & OSHA was there.. they gave me a lot of advised ^-^..

Tuesday, 8.10 am .. Toink2 .. I left my room with hopes, gather strength as much as possible .. :).  I went to En. Othman’s room and he said the classes start at 2 pm .. :)  . I went back to my room,.. Then 1:45 pm, I walked into Studio .. but the sudden is quiet .. Aik? where all the people? PELIK!! ..Then I have a little quarrel with someone in Part One, .. I asked her with a soft tone .. but her?? Mak Aiii .. Proud crazy .. mmm .. My emotions down again : ( .. Then En. Nizam asked to enter and gather in Studio A.. . He gave a bit preview and I continue my live as usual until my Personal Space’s project:))) OK Alhamdulillah .. : D .. Semester 2, which is good as role models and the PELIK just LEMPAR and BAKAR

SEMESTER 3 : Grrr..

Genggaman Harapan

 

I almost in half-way, Alhamdulillah, I was given the opportunity to go to the next stage..  In this semester, I will step forward with the spirit of light and grip have hopes and 1001 of dreams. I realize that this third semester that I need to handle everything, I hope I am strong enough to move on..

Katakan TIDAK PADA STRESS

In the third semester, I will try to NOT STRESS .. I'm getting close to the number of 20, if continued stress in my life maybe I will not be able to feel happiness in life.. I knew, we can not escape from Stress but we can avoid the stress .. If Stress, that time I will have to think the beautiful things jer .. ^ - ^ ..  This SEMESTER, I will have more assignments, work and responsibility, I have to FOCUS ID MORE because I need to improve my quality and my skills in design, and always  kept in mind that I AM ‘Interior Architecture Student’ .. ^ - ^

FIRST PROJECT ( PUBLIC TOILET)

      This project will take me to the site, not sure yet where the toilet. Hopefully I am able to do this properly Public Toilet and VERY CAREFULLY ...

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Contoh Layout Plan

cth DESIGN

cth DESIGN

SECOND PROJECT ( KIOSK ) - Group's Project

The challenge of this project is increasing, this time more difficult projects, the requirement is a lot of things like drwing, models, board (usual), packging, uniforms, business cards, pamphlets, props,foods and so on .. The cost  are also byk, according to my experience, Group Safiy costing RM 1300 more  ..  byk right .. haha .. *Pengsan*

but InsyaALLAH I can do this projects ..

cth Layout Plan

cth Side view

cth perspective at Entrance

FINAL PROJECT (OFFICE)

The last project for the third semester, the project will determine whether I have the opportunity to go for part four, or not .. The fear is extreme, I fear if I can not do .. but my all friends can  do well. So, their is not reason that I CAN’T DO… kannnn ~ ~ ~ .. InsyaALLAH, I will conclude this third semester successfully ~ tiwk2: D

cth LAYOUT PLAN

cth PERSPECTIVE

To get the GEMPAK RESULTS ! I need to WORK HARD  and STRONG EFFORT

Sketch yang Smart..

TELITI !!

TELITI LAGIIIiii!!

GIGIH MCM DIA!!!

GIGIH!! BERBINCANG DAN BERTANYA klu TAK PAHAM!!

That story about the ID’s Subject.. I almost forgot to focus on other subject .. there is BEL, CTU, HISTORY. BC and lain2 .. I must have the strong effort to raise up my pointer .. *_*'' mmm .. "PAHAMkan diri,PAKSAkan diri utk TELITI,dan PULIHkan apa yang tutss

Tiru mcm dia.. haha

urmmmm... setelah dipikir-pikir balik.. mampukah aku?????  *_*..''   Kalau kita Usaha dengan GILA-GILA, mesti RESULT pun GILA-GILA kann.. mmmm .. So, what else??.. SERANGGGGG!!! :DDD

Everything Happens for a REASON

Although the intention was not to be, but my heart will I try to understand the frustration that all this happened to myself over and gone forever. Despite the pain still remain, but I will try to continue to move forward so that every moment I can feel a little happiness.
   Its difficult understand  after what happened in me throughout 2007 and in 2010. . I will conclude and throw all my keepsake that lapse of memory. Indeed, what happened there own wisdom to develop a poor self.

  My past was very pierced my heart everyday,  run out to think with it, I can not afford to fight and I can not afford to run. Honestly, I'm sick and tired of all this, tired of all the problems, I would cry, too exhausted to think of every  thngs that has happened and I'm tired of moaning.

 In that time forthcoming, I will endeavor to change the fate of self. I will not look back. I want to move into the bridge filled with happiness, and I was able to smile sincerely .. but try not to continuously burdened with problems .. I will not allow STRANGE things happen again in my life, I will try with all my might obstacles in order to escape the inconvenience.

I have a long story and I still travel thousands of miles away. Maybe on my way, I found something that can make me smile long, flowery, but I understand the feelings of all the stop for a little while because I have to continue on my way back. It is melancholy feeling as should be dismissed first. Many other matters pending and should be implemented immediately. I will never disappoint my dad, my mom, my sisters, my brother and i love my little brother. You all may not understand what is implied in my heart this. Only Allah alone who understand because they are the ones to be the strength for me to continue my journey is still long ..

   Alhamdulillah,  because I was given the chance to breathe in order to enjoy life on earth ALLAH. It's beautiful this life and life will be more beautiful when we can taste the sweetness of faith MAHA PENCIPTA .. I know ALLAH is planning something great for me because every problem will end with happiness .. That promise S.W.T. ALLAH. ^ _ ^

Finding PEACE

I just close my eyes, and I washed up here, still looking a shadow that might be fragile,I felt sure it was not as lovely as a dream and a dream. I travel to find the right answer or tricks. Terrestrial spiny course, I gagahi to move into the spaces, and I admit I was hurt, but the wound was not a half wounded heart.

   
 Whatl I can say just enough to understand and I have already chosen this path despite the fact that I'm not able to do it and will I keep my heart in silence and may not need to express myself more. Let the time delay and could possibly hate and longing pierced my heart but then there was no doubt as to leave the best of all is the end for me.

 I am pleased with all of this because I know ALLAH will not test his people more than the ability. I know I'm able to take this test in peace .. Insha-Allah: ')